I want to be strong this time and not jump into a new relationship too quickly. Thinking of being single for a year, find myself, love myself and regain my strength. But as I get ready to step out to get brunch, I feel the desire to have company, someone to share my time with... to laugh with. I need that so much because I didn't have it during the last 12 years of my marriage. This is going to be harder than I thought!