I want to be strong this time and not jump into a new relationship too quickly. Thinking of being single for a year, find myself, love myself and regain my strength. But as I get ready to step out to get brunch, I feel the desire to have company, someone to share my time with... to laugh with. I need that so much because I didn't have it during the last 12 years of my marriage. This is going to be harder than I thought!
I often wonder why a person has the need to judge and criticize another person over and over again. It angers me at times. Part of me wants to retaliate by hurting that person's feelings. Letting them feel worse than how they've made me feel. But I must find peace in knowing that God will handle my enemies. He has favor over me. He will set a table for me in front of them. I must hold on to faith and use my anger wisely. I will get up, dust myself off and move on.
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